What was it you asked of me

16 Jul, 2011

What was it you asked of me

When you forged my fragile nerves

And delicately dialed the DNA

That formed each cellular gear and spring within me

When you mended two split persons

Into one

And watched, felt, and participated

As it gained its own beat

 

What was it you asked

As the land and water split

And collided again and again

Changing the places where life and non-life

Danced on this spinning, spherical floor

 

What was it you said, sang, and whispered

that set it all in motion

–the living called learning

where some study to study on

and others fail to learn

and find no further footsteps

 

What is it you say

to the giant firs, glacial lakes, briny oceans—ants, orphans, and armies?

 

What is it you say now

As you said then and always?

 

Love.

Be loved,

And in knowing you are loved,

Love.

 

No other work will serve you. No other will sustain.

This is the life everlasting—the love that made you makes you again.

 

 

Love.

Love every way you can.

Love with your science, your math, your thinking, your learning

Love with your body—your eating, your drinking, your feeling, your seeing

Love with your knowing—your hearing, your watching, your flesh and caressing

Love with your hands, your eyes, your feet, and your back

 

Love slowly and foolishly

Fully and often

 

Love strangers and family

Losers and winners

Angry and patient

Conquered and slain

 

And when you are empty

From loving your all

Return to the source

Of all motion

 

Let stillness remind you

That there is no empty

But only the filling

Yet to be filled.

 

I sat long beside a deep mountain creek—its cold, crystal waters not long ago snow. I watched and I listened and waited and watched. And slowly remembered what it always knows.